I want to put my opinion about me. Maybe is wrong or inaccurate.
PROS
+ I'm generally friendly to everyone I meet. (I can change after depending on the other).
+ I'm polite. (I overthink my way of talking).
+ I'm a sociable person most of the time and i like to talk and write (like this very text) but i'm introvert and shy so i can switch to someone not sociable at all.
+ I listen to my friends and I am always happy to give advice to anyone.
+ I'm trustworthy.
+ If I am passionate about something, I will work incredibly hard on it.
+ I am fairly intelligent.
+ i aprecciate intelligence but i can allow someone not knowing something.
+ I have a lot of long-term memory (but a bad short term).
+ I have a lot of imagination.
+ I have a strong ability for abstract thinking and philosophic theories.
+ I constantly enrich my vocabulary. i can't talk english only write
CONS
- I overthink everything i care (really) actions, conversations, details, etc.
- I ignore things that i don't care or i don't like, even if this is harmful for me.
Example: i ignore job searching if i think i can't find a job that fulfills me. (Unemployment can be harmful if you don't have money at all).
- I never care for myself usually, as I am too busy supporting friends. Or supporting fandoms (like Bandaids).
- I'm generally not very independent, and I'll rely on others (in different ways. Some people need my advice and i must stay close and some people coerce me like in a hierarchy).
- I am not a confident person; and I am generally shy and still quite socially awkward.
- When a task is socially related i'm really clueless. And me thinking too many things at the same time makes me a latecomer even if i overthink about the time and the schedule.
- I need to have time for myself because i like my inner life and i have multiple personal projects but at the same time i think i need to talk to someone or stay with a lot of people (bandaids), so usually no time for me.
- I think about other feelings (because i think a lot). But sometimes in a different way with unexpected results and misunderstoods (-).
- I worry too much about what other people think about me or my actions.
- I experience short periods of feeling generally down at random, causing me to lose interest in everything around me. (Really. Like for example randomly thinking in pollution or islands made of plastic in the ocean, or in the futility of life).
- I can sometimes be a little stubborn, grumpy or opinionated, and I won't realise it.
- Sometimes i rage about someone being really stupid or silly or not knowing a fact i think must be known. Then other people tells me i'm being harsh plus i'm self conscious and i have guilt and regret.
- I cling to the past too much. And i have a lot of bonds that sometimes confuses me.
- I'm sure i spend time in too many 'unproductive' activities (video games, watching movies, watching TV series). But i can't quit this.
- I think bandaids is one of these unproductive activities and i procrastinate with bandaids and without bandaids.
- Despite the advice I can give others about their self-esteem, I actually have quite low self-esteem sometimes.
Regards!