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Post by slapstick on Jan 29, 2019 19:18:38 GMT
Sometimes I feel ridiculous for posting about personal issues on a random fansite, but I ain't bringing down people I know irl with shit I cook up in my head. To get to the point, sometimes I get the feeling like its meant that I get to have the worst stuff served, its like I'm a magnet for unfortune. At the same time I also realize that I kinda am on a typical first-world rant, because I am not ill (well, apart from apparent depressional 'seasons'), nobody close to me is ill, my fridge is full, I can sleep in a warm cosy bed at night, which is more than a big part of the world can say, but it seems to me that I have the misfortune of being in the bottom 20% of people around me, based on contentment with life. I have pulled that number straight outta my ass, so to speak, but I'm writing out pure emotions right now, as silly as it may sound. And to sound even more psychotic, as I am reading this I realize that I sound like I'm kinda unhinged, but I just don't know where else to dump my rambling, lol.
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Post by Sarah93 on Jan 29, 2019 19:54:10 GMT
Sometimes I feel ridiculous for posting about personal issues on a random fansite, but I ain't bringing down people I know irl with shit I cook up in my head. To get to the point, sometimes I get the feeling like its meant that I get to have the worst stuff served, its like I'm a magnet for unfortune. At the same time I also realize that I kinda am on a typical first-world rant, because I am not ill (well, apart from apparent depressional 'seasons'), nobody close to me is ill, my fridge is full, I can sleep in a warm cosy bed at night, which is more than a big part of the world can say, but it seems to me that I have the misfortune of being in the bottom 20% of people around me, based on contentment with life. I have pulled that number straight outta my ass, so to speak, but I'm writing out pure emotions right now, as silly as it may sound. And to sound even more psychotic, as I am reading this I realize that I sound like I'm kinda unhinged, but I just don't know where else to dump my rambling, lol. It's all good, this thread is about expressing your feelings and whatever goes into your mind, in the hope someone might relate or help or just to release stuff and feel a bit better... most of the times, as soon as I write whatever is going on in my mind, I feel better and just move on, so don't ever worry about writing here, on the contrary, we support people to express their feelings here
For your topic, I think it's all right not to feel content with what we have even tho we live in a 1st world country, and if we don't like what we have then we should work on making it better, or maybe it's just a temporary feeling and we'll think otherwise the next day
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Post by ben545 on Jan 30, 2019 20:37:57 GMT
Sometimes I feel ridiculous for posting about personal issues on a random fansite, but I ain't bringing down people I know irl with shit I cook up in my head. To get to the point, sometimes I get the feeling like its meant that I get to have the worst stuff served, its like I'm a magnet for unfortune. At the same time I also realize that I kinda am on a typical first-world rant, because I am not ill (well, apart from apparent depressional 'seasons'), nobody close to me is ill, my fridge is full, I can sleep in a warm cosy bed at night, which is more than a big part of the world can say, but it seems to me that I have the misfortune of being in the bottom 20% of people around me, based on contentment with life. I have pulled that number straight outta my ass, so to speak, but I'm writing out pure emotions right now, as silly as it may sound. And to sound even more psychotic, as I am reading this I realize that I sound like I'm kinda unhinged, but I just don't know where else to dump my rambling, lol. You sound unhappy Slapstick even though you want for nothing and apparently have a good life. You've got to find something to do that makes you happy. You just sound a bit down and misfortunate for some reason? There's no trouble with posting ramblings on the site.
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Post by ben545 on Jan 31, 2019 19:15:14 GMT
I'm feeling fucking cold. So sick of this crappy cold weather. Makes everything unenjoyable.
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Post by slapstick on Jan 31, 2019 21:26:21 GMT
I'm feeling fucking cold. So sick of this crappy cold weather. Makes everything unenjoyable. While we've got 10 degrees down here Ben, and a bunch of rain and mud, its miserable, but I guess we'll just have to wait it out
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Post by UnderAlexSkin on Feb 1, 2019 19:30:41 GMT
I'm feeling fucking cold. So sick of this crappy cold weather. Makes everything unenjoyable. While we've got 10 degrees down here Ben, and a bunch of rain and mud, its miserable, but I guess we'll just have to wait it out And in my area the day before yesterday it was particularly cold, namely -20 degrees. But yesterday and today the thermometer shows exactly 0 and everywhere a solid fog, that practically nothing is visible, only close. I really Feel Invicible like Skillet band sings haha And in addition rain practically the whole day. For Ukraine at the the beginning of February this is unthinkable in reality. Mad crazy weather however.
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Post by UnderAlexSkin on Feb 1, 2019 19:41:13 GMT
Sometimes I feel ridiculous for posting about personal issues on a random fansite, but I ain't bringing down people I know irl with shit I cook up in my head. To get to the point, sometimes I get the feeling like its meant that I get to have the worst stuff served, its like I'm a magnet for unfortune. At the same time I also realize that I kinda am on a typical first-world rant, because I am not ill (well, apart from apparent depressional 'seasons'), nobody close to me is ill, my fridge is full, I can sleep in a warm cosy bed at night, which is more than a big part of the world can say, but it seems to me that I have the misfortune of being in the bottom 20% of people around me, based on contentment with life. I have pulled that number straight outta my ass, so to speak, but I'm writing out pure emotions right now, as silly as it may sound. And to sound even more psychotic, as I am reading this I realize that I sound like I'm kinda unhinged, but I just don't know where else to dump my rambling, lol. Definitely a bit of a strange post. Probably you have a seasonal depression came in not the most popular season for this.
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Post by slapstick on Feb 1, 2019 19:48:18 GMT
Sometimes I feel ridiculous for posting about personal issues on a random fansite, but I ain't bringing down people I know irl with shit I cook up in my head. To get to the point, sometimes I get the feeling like its meant that I get to have the worst stuff served, its like I'm a magnet for unfortune. At the same time I also realize that I kinda am on a typical first-world rant, because I am not ill (well, apart from apparent depressional 'seasons'), nobody close to me is ill, my fridge is full, I can sleep in a warm cosy bed at night, which is more than a big part of the world can say, but it seems to me that I have the misfortune of being in the bottom 20% of people around me, based on contentment with life. I have pulled that number straight outta my ass, so to speak, but I'm writing out pure emotions right now, as silly as it may sound. And to sound even more psychotic, as I am reading this I realize that I sound like I'm kinda unhinged, but I just don't know where else to dump my rambling, lol. Definitely a bit of a strange post. Probably you have a seasonal depression came in not the most popular season for this. It is a strange post, isn't it? I can almost make fun of myself today because I was so melodramatic in it, but that's just shows how extremely my mood can go down and back up again. But don't worry, I'm fine otherwise
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Post by UnderAlexSkin on Feb 1, 2019 19:50:25 GMT
Definitely a bit of a strange post. Probably you have a seasonal depression came in not the most popular season for this. It is a strange post, isn't it? I can almost make fun of myself today because I was so melodramatic in it, but that's just shows how extremely my mood can go down and back up again. But don't worry, I'm fine otherwise Great to hear that bro
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Post by ben545 on Feb 1, 2019 22:13:23 GMT
Definitely a bit of a strange post. Probably you have a seasonal depression came in not the most popular season for this. It is a strange post, isn't it? I can almost make fun of myself today because I was so melodramatic in it, but that's just shows how extremely my mood can go down and back up again. But don't worry, I'm fine otherwise About 4 or 5 months ago I was getting really depressed at work. I would constantly dwell on suicidal thoughts, not seriously entertaining the act of killing myself but I just wanted it all to end and my negativity was very hard to control and quite unrelenting. Now, I feel much better and look forward to work and don't have those negative thoughts. I didn't post it on here because it was too personal at the time but i did hint at it. I'm glad my feelings now are more positive. I don't know why I was afflicted by that depression so badly and I hope it doesn't come back. For some reason I was going through a particularly bad patch and wasn't coping very well. We all have our ups and downs and can feel hard done by. You are not alone Slapstick.
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Post by Sarah93 on Feb 5, 2019 18:59:36 GMT
I feel great I've hit the gym today, for the very first time in my life hahaha I used to swim when I was a kid but I haven't done any sport activity in a while and I just thought it was about time
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Post by slapstick on Feb 5, 2019 19:42:45 GMT
I feel great I've hit the gym today, for the very first time in my life hahaha I used to swim when I was a kid but I haven't done any sport activity in a while and I just thought it was about time Hit the gym, eat healthy, don't smoke, and have a glass of dark Tuscan wine at meal, so that you'll be able to mod these boards for another 70 years minimum
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Post by goodbye on Feb 5, 2019 21:43:25 GMT
Bad my body hurts.
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Post by Sarah93 on Feb 6, 2019 7:31:46 GMT
Hit the gym, eat healthy, don't smoke, and have a glass of dark Tuscan wine at meal, so that you'll be able to mod these boards for another 70 years minimum I'll keep thsoe in mind, especially the Tuscan wine
PS: Thanks for discovering the elixir of life
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Post by Sarah93 on Feb 6, 2019 7:32:36 GMT
Did you hurt yourself doing something?
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