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Post by Erik on Jan 26, 2018 18:33:13 GMT
My depression has been awful lately. I self harmed yesterday. Really seeing no point in continuing on with anything. Just one setback after the next. I didn't get into the school I was hoping on for my masters, haven't been able to find a job, my friends are turning out to once again not be my real friends, family won't let me just be myself and never has been and that makes it even more difficult because of who I have feelings for. Of course, it's a person who doesn't feel the same way. It's been years of this, and honestly the one and only thing that is keeping me going is waiting for AL6. Avril has always been the one thing to keep me going and this time is no different. I just hope we get something concrete soon but I want to thank all of you on here because you give me a place to go when I have no where else. I know its hard, but it really gets better. Dont harm yourself, it is NEVER-EVER worth it!!!!!!! You are too precious human being to feel this way! Everything is happening for reason in your life, if you feel nothing is going right, then it is has its reason, something better will happen! Believe me! I never believed such things like this, but my life just turned out great at the end. I know its hard but try to look something positive. For me this day was just awful, I feel the whole word is againts me, I have really stupid and rude customers, I tired of waiting for this damn album, and if I think that maybe I/we have to wait even more I just get more tired of this. But I know tomorrow is a new day and maybe something great will come! Maybe for you not AL6, but something good!!!!! Keep your head up and please do not torture yourself because you are matter, and bad times always passes After the hurricane there is ALWAYS a rainbow
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Post by Erik on Jan 26, 2018 18:40:39 GMT
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Post by ben545 on Jan 26, 2018 19:13:53 GMT
I'm feeling really bad. I can't believe Safira has left bandaids. She always used to read my "how are you feeling" posts and she was such a talented beautiful person and now I miss her terribly.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 26, 2018 19:33:24 GMT
^ me too. BUT. I guess she did this with: promise in mind.
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Post by ben545 on Jan 26, 2018 19:42:44 GMT
I hope so. Good day at work today, no mistakes, no problems.
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Post by katy on Jan 26, 2018 20:06:46 GMT
My depression has been awful lately. I self harmed yesterday. Really seeing no point in continuing on with anything. Just one setback after the next. I didn't get into the school I was hoping on for my masters, haven't been able to find a job, my friends are turning out to once again not be my real friends, family won't let me just be myself and never has been and that makes it even more difficult because of who I have feelings for. Of course, it's a person who doesn't feel the same way. It's been years of this, and honestly the one and only thing that is keeping me going is waiting for AL6. Avril has always been the one thing to keep me going and this time is no different. I just hope we get something concrete soon but I want to thank all of you on here because you give me a place to go when I have no where else. I’m sure I can speak on behalf of everyone here when I say we’re all here if you ever want to talk (or just rant!)
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Post by paperbackwriter on Jan 26, 2018 23:01:53 GMT
My depression has been awful lately. I self harmed yesterday. Really seeing no point in continuing on with anything. Just one setback after the next. I didn't get into the school I was hoping on for my masters, haven't been able to find a job, my friends are turning out to once again not be my real friends, family won't let me just be myself and never has been and that makes it even more difficult because of who I have feelings for. Of course, it's a person who doesn't feel the same way. It's been years of this, and honestly the one and only thing that is keeping me going is waiting for AL6. Avril has always been the one thing to keep me going and this time is no different. I just hope we get something concrete soon but I want to thank all of you on here because you give me a place to go when I have no where else. I'm so sorry for what you're going through! Don't give up it does get better even though it might not seem that way now. I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for years. I don't really know how to socialise either so friendships are pretty non-existent except for a couple of people online and my hubby. Two years ago I didn't get into any of the schools I applied for masters. I was devastated and ready to give up. Then last year I applied to a school in London and got in. It was something I always wanted but didn't think I could achieve because the demons in my head told me so. Don't listen to yours they re lying to you. Sometimes shitty things happen and we don't know the reasons why until later, but you'll get wherever you're meant to be and it will be something great. I'm sorry to talk about myself but I've been through shit and I just want you to know you're not alone. *hugs*
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Post by paperbackwriter on Jan 26, 2018 23:05:34 GMT
Feeling stressed. Latin is kicking my ass. Seriously how does one word have so many different endings!?!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 26, 2018 23:28:55 GMT
cases. that's an absolutely needed feature! it's very hard to talk without them. my language has them even more than latin (7 cases). I bet hungarian has yet more. niki, erik could correct me. old english also had that, but, unfortunately lost. if it had now you'd say - latin is so easy to learn, the cases are almost the same as in english. (well, they are not, but it would be easier to you anyway).
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Post by Deleted on Jan 27, 2018 6:02:02 GMT
Shitty. An ex boyfriend really fucked me up. Almost made me don't have faith in love anymore. Sorry if it sounds hyperbolic.
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Post by Sarah93 on Jan 27, 2018 7:17:51 GMT
Feeling stressed. Latin is kicking my ass. Seriously how does one word have so many different endings!?! I can understand you, German has cases as well :/ but they're not the languages with the most cases, I know Hungarian has 10+ cases - I'm sure ⋆niki⋆ and Erik can confirm (I'd still love to learn that language tho haha it sounds amazing to me)
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Post by Sarah93 on Jan 27, 2018 7:19:19 GMT
Shitty. An ex boyfriend really fucked me up. Almost made me don't have faith in love anymore. Sorry if it sounds hyperbolic. Don't let him ruin your day, you're better than him time is the only healing cure in this case, but I assure you that you'll feel better and regain your faith in love again
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Post by Deleted on Jan 27, 2018 7:23:35 GMT
Shitty. An ex boyfriend really fucked me up. Almost made me don't have faith in love anymore. Sorry if it sounds hyperbolic. Don't let him ruin your day, you're better than him time is the only healing cure in this case, but I assure you that you'll feel better and regain your faith in love again Thank you so much <3 I really do hope so
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Post by Erik on Jan 27, 2018 9:05:20 GMT
Feeling stressed. Latin is kicking my ass. Seriously how does one word have so many different endings!?! I can understand you, German has cases as well :/ but they're not the languages with the most cases, I know Hungarian has 10+ cases - I'm sure ⋆niki⋆ and Erik can confirm (I'd still love to learn that language tho haha it sounds amazing to me) paperbackwriter Yes, hungarian is way more difficult, but I bet latin isn't easy too. I learnt italian for 4 year (it is not a hard language to lean they say) but EVEN that language gave me a lot of hard times so I gave up. I read Sarah93 that German is also hard to learn, and I kinda know it is hard because one of my sales assistant is learning it and she always says it is fucked up with the "die" "der" words (or something like that). Don't give up, practice makes perfect!!!! <3 Latin is such an old ancient language and I wish I could learnt is also! I know you can do it!!! <3
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Post by Erik on Jan 27, 2018 9:07:15 GMT
Don't let him ruin your day, you're better than him time is the only healing cure in this case, but I assure you that you'll feel better and regain your faith in love again Thank you so much <3 I really do hope so As Sarah said, dont let him ruin you. Ex-es are just like that! You better off without him, be strong and proud!
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