ben545
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Post by ben545 on Oct 15, 2019 12:47:05 GMT
Yeah, I'm real pissed off about my friend committing suicide. He was a really likeable guy. Athletic, intelligent, creative. I remember doing magic mushrooms with him and I had the worst trip of my life. He always had something worthwhile to say, I was very fond of him. So sad.
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ben545
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Post by ben545 on Oct 15, 2019 12:55:26 GMT
I remember driving him from Worcester to Bewdley in my car and him saying don't you feel like the car isn't here and we're just flying. I spent a few thousand hours making nothing but engines for cars later on as a furnace man. I saw it as a sign. Life is worth living after 40. I'm alive and I'm grateful for that.
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Jinkxx
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Post by Jinkxx on Oct 15, 2019 15:54:37 GMT
It sure is and I’m glad you think that way! But still it’s awful your friend did that.. so sorry for your loss.. keep the memories alive, I hope your friend has found peace
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Post by katy on Oct 15, 2019 23:25:50 GMT
ben545 sorry about your friend. I think it’s normal to feel annoyed at them. my best friend committed suicide 6 years ago and I was angry at him for the longest time. it’ll change over time. Also, you must be pretty local to me. Worcester’s just down the road!
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ben545
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Post by ben545 on Oct 16, 2019 13:10:46 GMT
I remember he once called me 'the king'. I was really flattered. He rocked, he was a diamond. Been spending more time with Abby. She's such a doll, shame she's not interested in me.
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Post by RockBitch on Oct 18, 2019 17:53:49 GMT
I have to say, I feel happy
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Post by birdie2020 on Oct 18, 2019 23:45:49 GMT
ben545Sorry you lost a friend, but glad to hear you have still been able to enjoy some things and feel happy at times despite that.
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Post by RockBitch on Oct 19, 2019 20:07:58 GMT
ben545 sorry about your friend.. remember the good times..
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ben545
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Post by ben545 on Oct 24, 2019 16:25:28 GMT
Terrible shame about my friend taking his own life. Thanks for all your messages of support.
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Post by Duwod on Oct 24, 2019 20:42:39 GMT
I‘m getting a little nervous because of the concert I‘m going in two weeks. Today the Europe tour has started and I‘m just getting more and more excited. Going alone fir the very first time and with VIP makes me even more nervous.
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Post by Duwod on Oct 24, 2019 20:43:48 GMT
ben545 just saw your post. I‘m so sorry Hope your ok.
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Jinkxx
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Post by Jinkxx on Oct 25, 2019 6:30:42 GMT
I‘m getting a little nervous because of the concert I‘m going in two weeks. Today the Europe tour has started and I‘m just getting more and more excited. Going alone fir the very first time and with VIP makes me even more nervous. Same, but before Avril in Cologne (where I will be going all by myself) I have 2 other concerts wich I will attend alone (Halsey and Lana del Rey). So when Avril will be in Cologne I already have been to 2 concerts alone so it might be different and I will be less nervous I guess? Don't know! It is in Cologne tho wich will be 2 hours of driving. Those other concerts are in Holland and I've been a multiple time in those venues before. But in Holland I'm going with my friend RockBitch and 9 days later alone in Cologne <3
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Post by Duwod on Oct 25, 2019 11:08:40 GMT
I‘m getting a little nervous because of the concert I‘m going in two weeks. Today the Europe tour has started and I‘m just getting more and more excited. Going alone fir the very first time and with VIP makes me even more nervous. Same, but before Avril in Cologne (where I will be going all by myself) I have 2 other concerts wich I will attend alone (Halsey and Lana del Rey). So when Avril will be in Cologne I already have been to 2 concerts alone so it might be different and I will be less nervous I guess? Don't know! It is in Cologne tho wich will be 2 hours of driving. Those other concerts are in Holland and I've been a multiple time in those venues before. But in Holland I'm going with my friend RockBitch and 9 days later alone in Cologne <3 Yes, we are just preparing us for Avril. I‘m going alone to the The Vamps concert and I will have a meet and greet. That is getting me so nervous. ^^‘ Only two weeks to go. Help. lol
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Jinkxx
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Post by Jinkxx on Oct 26, 2019 8:25:30 GMT
Same, but before Avril in Cologne (where I will be going all by myself) I have 2 other concerts wich I will attend alone (Halsey and Lana del Rey). So when Avril will be in Cologne I already have been to 2 concerts alone so it might be different and I will be less nervous I guess? Don't know! It is in Cologne tho wich will be 2 hours of driving. Those other concerts are in Holland and I've been a multiple time in those venues before. But in Holland I'm going with my friend RockBitch and 9 days later alone in Cologne <3 Yes, we are just preparing us for Avril. I‘m going alone to the The Vamps concert and I will have a meet and greet. That is getting me so nervous. ^^‘ Only two weeks to go. Help. lol I can imagine that!! And two weeks will fly by!
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Post by Crush on Oct 27, 2019 8:43:32 GMT
Tonight, I'm happy ♡
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