ben545
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Post by ben545 on Sept 24, 2020 16:59:06 GMT
Good first day back at work. No depression. I'm convinced now it was smoking cannabis that was effecting my mood and making me depressed at work. Drugs can affect your nerve centres that release dopamine, increase in usage would mean that you will no longer find pleasure in regular activities www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/314222Weed is only beneficial when used in small quantities and taken in medicinal form. Thanks for the link Panchali. Very interesting reading. I just used to smoke it on my days off and when I came back to work the depression really got to me.
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ben545
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Post by ben545 on Sept 24, 2020 17:55:55 GMT
The truth is Abigail has been making me depressed recently. Nearly sent me over the edge but in the long term I think cannabis has been a contributing factor to my depression at work. I always quit for 3 months every year to pass my medical to get my driver's licence but I only did that because I had to. This time I have quit of my own choosing and for over half a year now. I'm very proud of myself. Sorry if I'm boring you all.
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Jinkxx
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Post by Jinkxx on Sept 24, 2020 19:33:09 GMT
Great news ben545! You’re hard work paid off! Keep it Up! I feel tired and full. Ate a bit too much tonight but it was delicious.
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ben545
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Post by ben545 on Sept 24, 2020 20:17:50 GMT
Great news ben545 ! You’re hard work paid off! Keep it Up! I feel tired and full. Ate a bit too much tonight but it was delicious. I hope you are enjoying your holiday Jinkxx! x Sounds like you deserve it.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 25, 2020 8:28:24 GMT
Feelings are complicated. One day this person might tell you that they love you, and the next day that “feeling” could change. It just sucks that it’s something that you can’t control.
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UnderAlexSkin
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Post by UnderAlexSkin on Sept 25, 2020 8:50:12 GMT
Feelings are complicated. One day this person might tell you that they love you, and the next day that “feeling” could change. It just sucks that it’s something that you can't control.Has been said by alloutofmycontrol. So true tho. Feelings are actually one of the most complicated things in this whole life as well.
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Panchali
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Post by Panchali on Sept 25, 2020 11:50:41 GMT
I'm feeling infuriated.
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ben545
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Post by ben545 on Sept 25, 2020 17:58:40 GMT
Well you've got to tell us why! Maybe we should change the name of this thread to the group therapy thread or in my case alcoholics anonymous. lol!
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Post by Panchali on Sept 25, 2020 19:14:39 GMT
Well you've got to tell us why! Maybe we should change the name of this thread to the group therapy thread or in my case alcoholics anonymous. lol! The sad current state of affairs in my country😡
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RockBitch
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Post by RockBitch on Oct 1, 2020 8:36:42 GMT
tired and bored ..
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Post by Deleted on Oct 4, 2020 17:50:33 GMT
Missing my friend so much
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Post by slapstick on Oct 5, 2020 21:24:08 GMT
Missing my friend so much I do miss a friend of mine too.. I'm also so damn tired lately. I can't seem to do almost anything right, somehow I end up totally misinterpreting situations, misreading people, despite my best damn efforts to be observant and considerate. It's so extremely disheartening, like, am I a total damn idiot or something? And the more I mess up, the more I get stressed out, and the worse I get.
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Post by ★Caro★ on Oct 7, 2020 11:49:29 GMT
Happy! Actually, DFB wanted to allow 9000 fans for the match against Turkey tonight. Then the shocking news: no fans at all, though I had tickets. I’d just gotten up this morning when anonymous called me. DFB. Congrats, you plus one are allowed to be two of the 300 (!) allowed fans in Cologne. That’s actually my first match this year and I’m super happy right now! Friendly or now, at least I’ll get some soccer 😂😂
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Post by katy on Oct 7, 2020 11:59:34 GMT
Happy! Actually, DFB wanted to allow 9000 fans for the match against Turkey tonight. Then the shocking news: no fans at all, though I had tickets. I’d just gotten up this morning when anonymous called me. DFB. Congrats, you plus one are allowed to be two of the 300 (!) allowed fans in Cologne. That’s actually my first match this year and I’m super happy right now! Friendly or now, at least I’ll get some soccer 😂😂 Ahh that’s exciting! I’m really missing watching matches in the stadium. The football league over here started lobbying the government yesterday to let fans back in, we’ve got a ridiculous situation where we can go and sit inside a cinema for hours but can’t be at a socially distanced outdoor football ground. I’m hoping they’ll let fans back soon, it’s killing some lower league clubs.
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Post by Panchali on Oct 7, 2020 15:00:39 GMT
Tired.. I hate this budgeting exercise we do every year, its a nightmare.
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