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Post by ★Caro★ on Oct 7, 2020 16:06:53 GMT
Happy! Actually, DFB wanted to allow 9000 fans for the match against Turkey tonight. Then the shocking news: no fans at all, though I had tickets. I’d just gotten up this morning when anonymous called me. DFB. Congrats, you plus one are allowed to be two of the 300 (!) allowed fans in Cologne. That’s actually my first match this year and I’m super happy right now! Friendly or now, at least I’ll get some soccer 😂😂 Ahh that’s exciting! I’m really missing watching matches in the stadium. The football league over here started lobbying the government yesterday to let fans back in, we’ve got a ridiculous situation where we can go and sit inside a cinema for hours but can’t be at a socially distanced outdoor football ground. I’m hoping they’ll let fans back soon, it’s killing some lower league clubs. It’s really only just 300ppl for a complete stadium, so I bet we‘ll have a section for us two alone 😂
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Post by Jinkxx on Oct 7, 2020 20:43:11 GMT
Great news ben545 ! You’re hard work paid off! Keep it Up! I feel tired and full. Ate a bit too much tonight but it was delicious. I hope you are enjoying your holiday Jinkxx! x Sounds like you deserve it. Thank you!! Thats really kind of you! I do enjoy it I think but I can’t seem to find peace in my head and I still feel tired and restless (this is my last week off). I did make some progress and called the docter for a shrink (is that the correct way to call someone like that in English) anyway, professional help to talk. I’ve been struggling since I was 12 when my parents got divorced and a lot happened afterwards up to today and I came to notice I always take care of others and not myself so something had to change. I also made appointments for my back problems (wich I still have an I wake up every night a few times cause of the pain). It’s all stress related the doc said and I kinda knew that already.. so this Friday my first appointment with the shrink.. I bet I’m nervous right before I go in. Im not depressed tho, just really struggling and feeling numb mostly. Sorry for this long post tho!
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Post by slapstick on Oct 7, 2020 21:51:55 GMT
I hope you are enjoying your holiday Jinkxx ! x Sounds like you deserve it. Thank you!! Thats really kind of you! I do enjoy it I think but I can’t seem to find peace in my head and I still feel tired and restless (this is my last week off). I did make some progress and called the docter for a shrink (is that the correct way to call someone like that in English) anyway, professional help to talk. I’ve been struggling since I was 12 when my parents got divorced and a lot happened afterwards up to today and I came to notice I always take care of others and not myself so something had to change. I also made appointments for my back problems (wich I still have an I wake up every night a few times cause of the pain). It’s all stress related the doc said and I kinda knew that already.. so this Friday my first appointment with the shrink.. I bet I’m nervous right before I go in. Im not depressed tho, just really struggling and feeling numb mostly. Sorry for this long post tho! Shrink! haha, that's kind of a.. rough word by today's standards, it's very informal, like calling a soldier a "leatherneck", lol. I think folks just call them psychologists or psychiatrists nowadays Anyway, struggling and 'feeling numb' can be kind of a low-key depression and anxiety/stress mix, at least from what I've experienced. Sometimes you just don't feel sad or anything similar, but just burdened, exhausted, fed up, at least that's how I sometimes felt.
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Post by Jinkxx on Oct 8, 2020 13:28:33 GMT
Thank you!! Thats really kind of you! I do enjoy it I think but I can’t seem to find peace in my head and I still feel tired and restless (this is my last week off). I did make some progress and called the docter for a shrink (is that the correct way to call someone like that in English) anyway, professional help to talk. I’ve been struggling since I was 12 when my parents got divorced and a lot happened afterwards up to today and I came to notice I always take care of others and not myself so something had to change. I also made appointments for my back problems (wich I still have an I wake up every night a few times cause of the pain). It’s all stress related the doc said and I kinda knew that already.. so this Friday my first appointment with the shrink.. I bet I’m nervous right before I go in. Im not depressed tho, just really struggling and feeling numb mostly. Sorry for this long post tho! Shrink! haha, that's kind of a.. rough word by today's standards, it's very informal, like calling a soldier a "leatherneck", lol. I think folks just call them psychologists or psychiatrists nowadays Anyway, struggling and 'feeling numb' can be kind of a low-key depression and anxiety/stress mix, at least from what I've experienced. Sometimes you just don't feel sad or anything similar, but just burdened, exhausted, fed up, at least that's how I sometimes felt. Yeah psychologist seems so logic now, yesterday it didn’t came to mind haha! I’m not bashing such people tho it’s good they are around in times of need! I think you’re right about the numb feeling and that it kinda is a depression in its own way. I hope eventually it goes away and be really happy sometimes! It sounds so easy but it’s not. Today I feel okay. Didn’t do much but it’s peaceful up to now!
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Post by Deleted on Oct 8, 2020 21:11:20 GMT
Umm so this is more like…. me day(night?)dreaming. I feel like I can’t work for someone. I have to be an entrepreneur. I have a plan about what I’m gonna do after I graduate. Uh, and I’m also doing something kinda entrepreneur-ish now and it’s been going great. It’s like a part-time job for me and I’m my own boss. It’s my dream job, and I’m loving it.
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I’m starting to love this online classes thing: 1) I don’t have to see the people irl 2) I can pretend to have technical issues so I don’t have to talk
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Post by MyHappySk8er on Oct 8, 2020 23:06:07 GMT
Before I quit working, there was this girl at my work that looked so much like Let Go era Avril, but she thinks "Complicated" is a terrible song.
SO MUCH FOR MY HAPPY ENDING! 😭
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Post by Tays Daydream v2.0 on Oct 9, 2020 2:33:52 GMT
Kinda antsy and impatient. Seeing my boyfriend and his friends this weekend and thats all I wanna do so I can get out of the house
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Post by Deleted on Oct 11, 2020 11:07:28 GMT
Tired and a little bit stressed out
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Post by ben545 on Oct 12, 2020 5:31:47 GMT
A bit hungover and ill.
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Post by Jinkxx on Oct 12, 2020 8:58:01 GMT
Anxious, tired. Turns out to that there are some huge family issues wich drains my energy. Also today is my first day of work again. Tho the alarm rang at 5:30am it's good to have my mind focused on something else.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2020 19:42:48 GMT
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Post by ben545 on Oct 16, 2020 19:10:24 GMT
Hungry, on a diet and trying to lose weight. Vegetarianism didn't make me lose weight.
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Post by ★Caro★ on Oct 18, 2020 6:32:30 GMT
Tired. So much work with our house, so much office stuff to do, I’d so love to have a little rest some time soon
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Post by Deleted on Oct 19, 2020 12:51:20 GMT
I'm feeling a bit down. I'm never telling my parents about anything anymore, especially about the things I enjoy. They always manage to ruin it idk how they're always able to do that
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Post by ben545 on Oct 19, 2020 15:06:05 GMT
Feeling excited and apprehensive and a bit nervous. Got a date tomorrow with a woman I met on Tinder. We went to the same school, she was in the year below me. I don't remember her.
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