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Post by shifty on Jun 15, 2023 17:46:13 GMT
I’m really sad these last week. My uncle chose euthanasia last week because of the terrible pain he had since he was paralyzed last November. Last Monday it was the evening where we closed the casket and I was the only one there with my dad and my dad’s girlfriend. It was super emotional and I cried the whole drive back home in my car. I drove alone. Yesterday we were at a ceremony for the cremation and there were 7 other people besides my dad, his girlfriend and me. Work is extremely busy and we don’t have enough people to get everything done at the end of the day because it’s holiday season and I have to work up and to this Sunday. Then I have 1 day off. Today I felt extremely tired and fatigue and when I came home I had to lay down. I lay for one hour but didn’t slept. My boyfriend made dinner and now I’m thinking to go to bed like I’m 7 years old at 7pm but I just don’t feel that good. So that’s why I haven’t been online here as much as I usually am. I'm virtually hugging you, I'm sorry for your loss. I hope work gets easier soon and that you're able to enjoy the little treat a dinner with your SO is. Good evening Jinkxx.
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Post by tirasayshello on Jun 15, 2023 18:26:22 GMT
I’m really sad these last week. My uncle chose euthanasia last week because of the terrible pain he had since he was paralyzed last November. Last Monday it was the evening where we closed the casket and I was the only one there with my dad and my dad’s girlfriend. It was super emotional and I cried the whole drive back home in my car. I drove alone. Yesterday we were at a ceremony for the cremation and there were 7 other people besides my dad, his girlfriend and me. Work is extremely busy and we don’t have enough people to get everything done at the end of the day because it’s holiday season and I have to work up and to this Sunday. Then I have 1 day off. Today I felt extremely tired and fatigue and when I came home I had to lay down. I lay for one hour but didn’t slept. My boyfriend made dinner and now I’m thinking to go to bed like I’m 7 years old at 7pm but I just don’t feel that good. So that’s why I haven’t been online here as much as I usually am. I'm so sorry about this. It is hard to get through, but there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. Just know, you can always talk to us if you need to. Take the time you need to do whatever it is that you need to. Stay safe and remember, your friends, family, and all of us are here for you.
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Post by tirasayshello on Jun 16, 2023 15:15:02 GMT
I am very relieved yet terrified right now. I've shared once here that my family moved out of our old state. I just saw on the news that in the case of a custody battle, "gender affirming care" is the deciding factor for which parent gets the child(ren). To explain, gender affirming care is the act of injecting cross sex hormones, or chopping off healthy body parts, in order ro treat a child who thinks they are the opposite sex, which I am firmly against. I'm worried for families who still live there.
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Post by falling on Jun 17, 2023 10:25:13 GMT
I’m really sad these last week. My uncle chose euthanasia last week because of the terrible pain he had since he was paralyzed last November. Last Monday it was the evening where we closed the casket and I was the only one there with my dad and my dad’s girlfriend. It was super emotional and I cried the whole drive back home in my car. I drove alone. Yesterday we were at a ceremony for the cremation and there were 7 other people besides my dad, his girlfriend and me. Work is extremely busy and we don’t have enough people to get everything done at the end of the day because it’s holiday season and I have to work up and to this Sunday. Then I have 1 day off. Today I felt extremely tired and fatigue and when I came home I had to lay down. I lay for one hour but didn’t slept. My boyfriend made dinner and now I’m thinking to go to bed like I’m 7 years old at 7pm but I just don’t feel that good. So that’s why I haven’t been online here as much as I usually am. very sad to read all of this. I'm sorry for you. I just hope you feel better soon.
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Post by falling on Jun 17, 2023 10:29:05 GMT
I am very relieved yet terrified right now. I've shared once here that my family moved out of our old state. I just saw on the news that in the case of a custody battle, "gender affirming care" is the deciding factor for which parent gets the child(ren). To explain, gender affirming care is the act of injecting cross sex hormones, or chopping off healthy body parts, in order ro treat a child who thinks they are the opposite sex, which I am firmly against. I'm worried for families who still live there. wow this is so weird to me. I don't mind people changing their gender, but I think it should be in the adult, fully conscious age of majority. I say this because I know one story from life ... And I don't want to offend anyone in any way.
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shifty
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Nobody's home chorus rhymes "home" with "home". Wonder why rap is a bad idea for Avril?
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Post by shifty on Jun 17, 2023 19:29:52 GMT
I'm tired but happy to be finally back home after an exhausting yet amazing week long business trip to the UK.
Tomorrow morning I'll catch another plane to Florence to attend Maroon 5 in concert, then back home again to fly once more to Milan next week.
I'm basically living in airports but I'm so grateful to have the opportunity to visit the world while working and enjoying little life pleasures.
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Post by Jinkxx on Jun 19, 2023 9:34:25 GMT
I am very relieved yet terrified right now. I've shared once here that my family moved out of our old state. I just saw on the news that in the case of a custody battle, "gender affirming care" is the deciding factor for which parent gets the child(ren). To explain, gender affirming care is the act of injecting cross sex hormones, or chopping off healthy body parts, in order ro treat a child who thinks they are the opposite sex, which I am firmly against. I'm worried for families who still live there. Oh wow this is really weird. I mean I also don’t have anything against changing gender but at a certain age and such, not just little kids. It sounds so bad to me ‘chopping off healthy body parts’ or injecting cross sex hormones. If a person is content with all that, fine, but this sounds a bit weird to me. and thanks everyone who wished me all the best! I really appreciate it!
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shifty
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Post by shifty on Jun 19, 2023 18:05:56 GMT
Anxiety kicked back in not even 6 hours since I'm back ho me from my travels. I feel like everyone's expectations are my duty and things are getting so extreme my only way to leave my bed are, alternatively 1. being forced to, which is difficult, given I'm an adult who lives by himself, but somehow "work" sometimes does it, even if, even then, not that much, since I'm an executive, not a bunch of people will ever tell me to get at my desk/office. My clients though. They can. 2. catching a plane and leave for the most random places at possible. I'm starting to believe I'm actively using travels as an anxiety coping mechanism.
2 days until my next one, and 10 to my next therapy session.
this place help, tbh.
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Post by falling on Jun 27, 2023 19:12:37 GMT
Finally, after 4 years of poisoning my life with college, it's over. I coped with all the exams and very soon I will take my diploma. 4 years wasted. In any case, I will not work in this profession. But I'm glad that this nightmare is over for me. Those were some of the worst days of my life in almost 20 years of my life.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 30, 2023 13:00:56 GMT
Just had an argument with a friend because i said im dont want to support shitty artists like Kanye and Tyga and hes like "Who gives a fuck get your head out of your ass its a business"
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Post by shessolucky on Jun 30, 2023 20:16:49 GMT
Just had an argument with a friend because i said im dont want to support shitty artists like Kanye and Tyga and hes like "Who gives a fuck get your head out of your ass its a business" Im sorry you had a discussion/fight with your friend. If people we like and we decide to spend time with turn out to have much different moral standarts it can make you feel very bad and disappointed. I can understand this special topic can be upsetting because it shows a direction of heartless recklessnes the society turns to and it is frustrating to have a feeling of powerlessness about it. Just my thoughts about it.
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Post by shessolucky on Jun 30, 2023 20:21:20 GMT
I Wish I could Go Back in time
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Post by tirasayshello on Jul 1, 2023 14:20:22 GMT
I Wish I could Go Back in time I know what you mean
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Post by Deleted on Jul 1, 2023 16:24:14 GMT
Just got GL and Avril Lavigne from Amazon. Now i own all of AVril's albums on CD
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Post by ★Caro★ on Jul 6, 2023 9:56:47 GMT
Couldn't really sleep last night because I had some real stomach pain....I guess it's some food intolerance though. Been struggling with headaches and tummy trouble for some time now but it was really bad yesterday. Glad the hot-water bottle helped a damn lot this morning! Feeling quite okay now.
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