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The other day, I was listening to Things I'll Never Say.
Been listening to the song for decades, but then, I realized it's about falling in love with her hookup.

’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool, I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down... on one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say

It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you what’s on my mind?
If it ain’t coming out
We’re not going anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care?

What’s wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I’ve got nothing to say

It is a fucking good song. Much better, to me, than when I thought it was simply about a guy she had a crush on.

P.S And it's good to be back here though, (if anyone remembers or even care, that is).