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Post by Becky on Apr 13, 2018 22:49:26 GMT
So ill
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Post by Deleted on Apr 13, 2018 23:27:42 GMT
So ill Get well soon!
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Post by Sarah93 on Apr 14, 2018 6:56:33 GMT
So ill Get better soon
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Post by ben545 on Apr 14, 2018 16:36:56 GMT
So ill Obligatory get well soon message...but seriously, get well soon!
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Post by Deleted on Apr 16, 2018 9:20:35 GMT
Well I think I'm feeling better.
This coming out of mine has really changed my perspective and made me better accept myself. People do this thing, yeah, but I don't need to do the same. Not having to worry about one part of life feels incredibly liberating, hell it gives me a reason to keep going. I'm different, and I need to embrace that. I can't remember the last time I cried and I haven't had a panic attack in nearly 3 weeks.
I know some ppl here were showing some skepticism but just please understand me. I'm different, there are people like me and we are just different, not dysfunctional.
I've also dropped my Calculus course from the advice from my advisor. I was really falling behind due to my condition and the added academic stress definitely wasn't helping me.
And I think I've found my uni people too. Most of them are incoming freshmen so I won't be seeing them til this fall but I've been talking to them a lot online.
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Post by Sarah93 on Apr 16, 2018 9:22:34 GMT
Well I think I'm feeling better. This coming out of mine has really changed my perspective and made me better accept myself. People do this thing, yeah, but I don't need to do the same. I'm different, and I need to embrace that. I can't remember the last time I cried and I haven't had a panic attack in nearly 3 weeks. I know some ppl here were showing some skepticism but just please understand me. I'm different, there are people like me and we are just different, not dysfunctional. And I think I've found my uni people too. Most of them are incoming freshmen so I won't be seeing them til this fall but I've been talking to them a lot online. Awesome
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Post by ben545 on Apr 16, 2018 11:36:33 GMT
Well I think I'm feeling better. This coming out of mine has really changed my perspective and made me better accept myself. People do this thing, yeah, but I don't need to do the same. Not having to worry about one part of life feels incredibly liberating, hell it gives me a reason to keep going. I'm different, and I need to embrace that. I can't remember the last time I cried and I haven't had a panic attack in nearly 3 weeks. I know some ppl here were showing some skepticism but just please understand me. I'm different, there are people like me and we are just different, not dysfunctional. I've also dropped my Calculus course from the advice from my advisor. I was really falling behind due to my condition and the added academic stress definitely wasn't helping me. And I think I've found my uni people too. Most of them are incoming freshmen so I won't be seeing them til this fall but I've been talking to them a lot online. This is really good news. Sorry I ever doubted you. No prizes for guessing why I failed my degree. I became infatuated with a girl and as a result failed my degree. I was distracted very badly by her at the time and it affected my studies. It affected my sleep, my appetite and ultimately my sanity. I started to become quite unhinged and felt I had to throw in the towel with my studies. Been typing drunk nonsense so felt I should edit post.
Edit: I am to blame for messing up my life, not her. I don't hold anything against her. I was just niave and inexperienced with women back then and if I hadn't become infatuated with her it probably would have been someone else. It's very embarrassing to reflect on my past behaviour but I hope I can be excused as just being young and foolish at the time. My apologies to the poor girl who was unfortunate enough to run into me at that time. Anyway, it's a long time ago now and I hope it's all water under the bridge.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 16, 2018 13:33:41 GMT
Well I think I'm feeling better. This coming out of mine has really changed my perspective and made me better accept myself. People do this thing, yeah, but I don't need to do the same. Not having to worry about one part of life feels incredibly liberating, hell it gives me a reason to keep going. I'm different, and I need to embrace that. I can't remember the last time I cried and I haven't had a panic attack in nearly 3 weeks. I know some ppl here were showing some skepticism but just please understand me. I'm different, there are people like me and we are just different, not dysfunctional. I've also dropped my Calculus course from the advice from my advisor. I was really falling behind due to my condition and the added academic stress definitely wasn't helping me. And I think I've found my uni people too. Most of them are incoming freshmen so I won't be seeing them til this fall but I've been talking to them a lot online. Good to hear man! Keep it up.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 16, 2018 13:35:26 GMT
I'm feeling great! My diploma for Graphic Design has finally arrived and it looks very stunning too. My grades are amazing and I'm gonna frame it on the wall soon.
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Post by TheRaven on Apr 17, 2018 9:08:15 GMT
So ill Get well soon!
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Post by TheRaven on Apr 17, 2018 9:09:52 GMT
Well I think I'm feeling better. This coming out of mine has really changed my perspective and made me better accept myself. People do this thing, yeah, but I don't need to do the same. Not having to worry about one part of life feels incredibly liberating, hell it gives me a reason to keep going. I'm different, and I need to embrace that. I can't remember the last time I cried and I haven't had a panic attack in nearly 3 weeks. I know some ppl here were showing some skepticism but just please understand me. I'm different, there are people like me and we are just different, not dysfunctional. I've also dropped my Calculus course from the advice from my advisor. I was really falling behind due to my condition and the added academic stress definitely wasn't helping me. And I think I've found my uni people too. Most of them are incoming freshmen so I won't be seeing them til this fall but I've been talking to them a lot online. Hooray! Glad to hear you’re doing better __________________________ Hungry. Oh so hungry. And someone in the back of this class unpacked food...
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Post by ben545 on Apr 18, 2018 19:55:35 GMT
Feeling nervous about work tomorrow. My drinking is getting a bit out of control on my days off.... I'm just permanently drunk. It can't be doing my health any good either.
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Post by Sarah93 on Apr 19, 2018 6:50:44 GMT
Feeling nervous about work tomorrow. My drinking is getting a bit out of control on my days off.... I'm just permanently drunk. It can't be doing my health any good either. No, it's not good at all. Try and do something else on your days off, like... go out for a walk, watch a movie, read, meet with family and friends
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Post by Deleted on Apr 19, 2018 16:50:15 GMT
Feeling nervous about work tomorrow. My drinking is getting a bit out of control on my days off.... I'm just permanently drunk. It can't be doing my health any good either. Try to get some counselling or join an organization, that might help you to cope with problems of alcohol and binge drinking. It'll help you a lot! Here's the link to some organizations that I found: www.communityalcoholpartnerships.co.uk/linksI know some of those are aimed for younger people, but I'm sure you'll find something useful in one of them.
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Post by ben545 on Apr 19, 2018 17:16:31 GMT
To be perfectly honest with both of you I stopped smoking cannabis on my days off about 5 weeks ago. I've always kept this habit a secret on this site because I am ashamed of it. I stopped because I think the habit is selfish and funds crime and I want to be a better person than that. As a result I have been drinking more. I don't want to seek councilling as I think I can sort this habit out by myself. I have already started doing activities I gave up as a pothead like reading and playing computer games and watching movies to occupy my time but I am definitely drinking more. It's not a major problem, I think I can stay on top of it, and I am proud of myself for quitting the evil weed that used to keep me occupied when not working. I hope you can understand where I'm coming from and forgive me for my poor life choices in the past.
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