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Post by Wild Child on Apr 18, 2023 23:36:33 GMT
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Post by falling on Apr 19, 2023 18:43:25 GMT
Sucks... This summer I'm graduating from college and according to the laws of my country (Russia) I'm obliged to go to serve in the army for a year. And I'm generally a peaceful person, I'm against war, weapons ... but no one cares there. You can also be free having health problems. I have some problems with my legs and during the medical examination, the doctors turned a blind eye to this. On Friday I'm going to another doctor and I hope my legs are worse... It's so strange to wish yourself health problems. I just feel like I'm not even mentally prepared for this. I'm too humble and in 4 years of college I didn't find any friends. All this time I've been a freak outcast and the home has been my shelter, and in the army there will be no place for me to escape and be alone. I'm really sad š
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Post by falling on Apr 19, 2023 18:47:32 GMT
I have a weak nervous system, I'm a melancholic and tests confirm this. And I'm really scared that I might kill myself because there won't be anyone to save me, I know that. But I really want to live and be happy, but these circumstances ... they just make me wanna die
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Post by falling on Apr 19, 2023 18:50:55 GMT
My godmother has been living in the USA for a long time, and I just regret that my parents didnāt move from Russia š I just donāt like this country because of its laws, oppression of various people, politics.
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Post by tirasayshello on Apr 19, 2023 19:09:26 GMT
I have a weak nervous system, I'm a melancholic and tests confirm this. And I'm really scared that I might kill myself because there won't be anyone to save me, I know that. But I really want to live and be happy, but these circumstances ... they just make me wanna die I'm so, so sorry you have to deal with this... just know, when things seem down, there will always be someone there. Even if it takes a while, and they're a long way away, they're still there. You can always talk to us if somethings bothering you.
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Post by Panchali on Apr 20, 2023 8:39:52 GMT
Sucks... This summer I'm graduating from college and according to the laws of my country (Russia) I'm obliged to go to serve in the army for a year. And I'm generally a peaceful person, I'm against war, weapons ... but no one cares there. You can also be free having health problems. I have some problems with my legs and during the medical examination, the doctors turned a blind eye to this. On Friday I'm going to another doctor and I hope my legs are worse... It's so strange to wish yourself health problems. I just feel like I'm not even mentally prepared for this. I'm too humble and in 4 years of college I didn't find any friends. All this time I've been a freak outcast and the home has been my shelter, and in the army there will be no place for me to escape and be alone. I'm really sad š Thatās sad being forced into army when you donāt want to and have health issues. Well, canāt you take administrative things in the army? My best friend is in the army too but itās mostly regular work, sheās a Captain but they donāt actually go and fight anywhere. Itās a year, right? Donāt worry.. you will get through. You have got this.. a year will pass away quickly and you wonāt even realise it. You are in our prayers. You will be fine! On another note, we are headed for a heat wave here! http://instagram.com/p/CrP1nYUsg1N
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Post by falling on Apr 20, 2023 10:30:02 GMT
Sucks... This summer I'm graduating from college and according to the laws of my country (Russia) I'm obliged to go to serve in the army for a year. And I'm generally a peaceful person, I'm against war, weapons ... but no one cares there. You can also be free having health problems. I have some problems with my legs and during the medical examination, the doctors turned a blind eye to this. On Friday I'm going to another doctor and I hope my legs are worse... It's so strange to wish yourself health problems. I just feel like I'm not even mentally prepared for this. I'm too humble and in 4 years of college I didn't find any friends. All this time I've been a freak outcast and the home has been my shelter, and in the army there will be no place for me to escape and be alone. I'm really sad š Thatās sad being forced into army when you donāt want to and have health issues. Well, canāt you take administrative things in the army? My best friend is in the army too but itās mostly regular work, sheās a Captain but they donāt actually go and fight anywhere. Itās a year, right? Donāt worry.. you will get through. You have got this.. a year will pass away quickly and you wonāt even realise it. You are in our prayers. You will be fine! On another note, we are headed for a heat wave here! http://instagr.am/p/CrP1nYUsg1N Thanks for the kind words of support! I try to hold on I just can't accept the fact that for a whole year I'll become like a slave. For a whole year I will be isolated from real life, in the russian army it is forbidden to go online. Only on weekends you can call home.
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Post by falling on Apr 20, 2023 10:30:55 GMT
I have a weak nervous system, I'm a melancholic and tests confirm this. And I'm really scared that I might kill myself because there won't be anyone to save me, I know that. But I really want to live and be happy, but these circumstances ... they just make me wanna die I'm so, so sorry you have to deal with this... just know, when things seem down, there will always be someone there. Even if it takes a while, and they're a long way away, they're still there. You can always talk to us if somethings bothering you. thank u! So I really hope I'll be alright.
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Post by Jinkxx on Apr 20, 2023 10:43:18 GMT
I have a weak nervous system, I'm a melancholic and tests confirm this. And I'm really scared that I might kill myself because there won't be anyone to save me, I know that. But I really want to live and be happy, but these circumstances ... they just make me wanna die Omg I felt sad while reading this falling I can imagine you feel very alone in this situation. I hope for you doctors can find anything so you don't have to join.. It's weird to think that you can't be online in the Russian army, only in weekends. Seems like a really strong and strict law. But please don't think you're not worth it and please do not kill yourself! We are here for you if you feel alone in this! What do your parents think about this? I feel for you that in the 4 years in school you haven't got some new friends, that sucks!! I hope you do find happiness and if you want to vent about things we're here, I am here!
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Post by Panchali on Apr 20, 2023 12:49:33 GMT
falling I hope it turns out well for you. Itās sad that you are being forced to.. and I really hope you get something to do which doesnāt strain you mentally and physically. This 1 year flies by quickly and you make some friends š¤ š« it will be ok. We will wait for you return.. Jinkxx I think that happens in many places.. when you are training for army etc. when my friend was in training, she wasnāt even allowed a phone for a year so we couldnāt even talk. Once, I wanted to talk to her so bad and kept calling incessantly. Her cousin picked up and he was like, āsheās still in prisonā lol. She had left her phone with him. She isnāt training anymore but there are certain things you still canāt do. Like she isnāt allowed to be on sites like Facebook or insta. I guess that is for security reasons. She canāt travel abroad without an NOC from the Indian army.
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Post by falling on Apr 20, 2023 13:13:35 GMT
I have a weak nervous system, I'm a melancholic and tests confirm this. And I'm really scared that I might kill myself because there won't be anyone to save me, I know that. But I really want to live and be happy, but these circumstances ... they just make me wanna die Omg I felt sad while reading this falling I can imagine you feel very alone in this situation. I hope for you doctors can find anything so you don't have to join.. It's weird to think that you can't be online in the Russian army, only in weekends. Seems like a really strong and strict law. But please don't think you're not worth it and please do not kill yourself! We are here for you if you feel alone in this! What do your parents think about this?Ā I feel for you that in the 4 years in school you haven't got some new friends, that sucks!! I hope you do find happiness and if you want to vent about things we're here, I am here!Ā Thank you very much for your support) My parents know about my feelings, we have a good relationship, they try to support me. We are ordinary people and we simply don't have the opportunity in finance or communications to circumvent the law of the state. Tomorrow I'll go for another examination and if doctor find the problem that I have, my parents will help defend my rights to be released from the army
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Post by Panchali on Apr 20, 2023 13:46:38 GMT
Omg I felt sad while reading this falling I can imagine you feel very alone in this situation. I hope for you doctors can find anything so you don't have to join.. It's weird to think that you can't be online in the Russian army, only in weekends. Seems like a really strong and strict law. But please don't think you're not worth it and please do not kill yourself! We are here for you if you feel alone in this! What do your parents think about this?Ā I feel for you that in the 4 years in school you haven't got some new friends, that sucks!! I hope you do find happiness and if you want to vent about things we're here, I am here!Ā Thank you very much for your support) My parents know about my feelings, we have a good relationship, they try to support me. We are ordinary people and we simply don't have the opportunity in finance or communications to circumvent the law of the state. Tomorrow I'll go for another examination and if doctor find the problem that I have, my parents will help defend my rights to be released from the army Hmm .. Here you get to choose.. I wish you luck! Take care.. all the best. I hope you donāt pass medical exam š
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Post by madelyn on Apr 21, 2023 18:06:15 GMT
Hope everything goes alright Falling! Iām rooting for you! Sucks when you forced into doing things you donāt want to do, hope itāll only get better.
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Post by Panchali on Apr 22, 2023 7:56:18 GMT
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Post by falling on Apr 22, 2023 8:22:11 GMT
Hope everything goes alright Falling! Iām rooting for you! Sucks when you forced into doing things you donāt want to do, hope itāll only get better. Thank you, I hope so.
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