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Post by falling on Apr 2, 2023 18:28:38 GMT
sometimes I have a feeling like I'm not really free. I like my work but living your life only working sometimes freaks me out. What about other things in life? It's like I work, get home, do some laundry and grocery shopping, occasionally meet with a friend and that's about it. I think I need a 'Bigger Wow'.. I know this well. This year I got my first job plus I hate it with every fiber of my being. But I can't quit because it's necessary to graduate from college. And I get so exhausted that when I get home in the evening, I just don't want anything. I abandoned all my hobbies and activities. This is sad. And in my head the question, when to live? I hope you find a way, maybe a vacation will help you.
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Post by ★Caro★ on Apr 3, 2023 11:18:37 GMT
After nearly 10 years of doing nothing I started to do sports again! Feeling exhausted but also super good which is way better =) wow that’s nice. I’m kind of bad at all kind of sports 🤣 Me too 🙄 But believe me, once you start it’ll for sure become easier!!
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Post by Panchali on Apr 3, 2023 12:05:28 GMT
That is so true. We become like a machine when we are adults. I see what you mean. My husband brings enough money to support us, so I'm a stay-at-home mom. It still sometimes feels like I'm working some job, but I love it, even if my kids are rascals. Bringing up kids and taking care of the house is also hard work 😓 ..
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Post by tirasayshello on Apr 3, 2023 14:41:07 GMT
I see what you mean. My husband brings enough money to support us, so I'm a stay-at-home mom. It still sometimes feels like I'm working some job, but I love it, even if my kids are rascals. Bringing up kids and taking care of the house is also hard work 😓 .. Ha, it is, but I personally really love it.
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Post by Jinkxx on Apr 3, 2023 16:50:46 GMT
sometimes I have a feeling like I'm not really free. I like my work but living your life only working sometimes freaks me out. What about other things in life? It's like I work, get home, do some laundry and grocery shopping, occasionally meet with a friend and that's about it. I think I need a 'Bigger Wow'.. I know this well. This year I got my first job plus I hate it with every fiber of my being. But I can't quit because it's necessary to graduate from college. And I get so exhausted that when I get home in the evening, I just don't want anything. I abandoned all my hobbies and activities. This is sad. And in my head the question, when to live? I hope you find a way, maybe a vacation will help you. Oh that sounds not good… if you’re too tired for hobbies and activities that’s not a good sign. But I understand the feeling. my job starts early and my alarm goes off at 05:15am, I’m back from work at 4pm but always tired to actually do something then. Mostly I prep my breakfast and lunch for the next day, make dinner and change into comfy clothes while watching a serie, listen to music or play a game on my phone… I really have to push myself to work out but I train with a medical trainer once a week since I have a lot of back pain. Since I have to register every week for a training I do so but otherwise I think I end up doing nothing wich isn’t good either. Free weekends sometimes spend with friends or family but sometimes also doing not much, go for a walk or something. gosh when I sum this up I get depressed reading it lol! At least I have a few concerts coming up! Also Avril twice! 😃
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Post by Panchali on Apr 11, 2023 11:26:32 GMT
Jinkxx Your schedule reminds me, I have no schedule. I have been working from home since covid and I swear I cannot go to office again. I’m too comfortable and we don’t have fixed working hours. 😭
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Post by Jinkxx on Apr 11, 2023 11:39:36 GMT
Jinkxx Your schedule reminds me, I have no schedule. I have been working from home since covid and I swear I cannot go to office again. I’m too comfortable and we don’t have fixed working hours. 😭 Oh that sucks! And since Covid is a long time! If I could I would work from home too a few times a week but with my job I can't
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Post by tirasayshello on Apr 11, 2023 13:13:10 GMT
Hey guys, sorry I haven't been too active in posting recently. I've been having some legal trouble since the teacher from a few months ago is filing a lawsuit against me for "defamation of Character" and getting him fired. He's also pissed because I apparently used the wrong pronouns? Like what?
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Post by Jinkxx on Apr 12, 2023 8:59:47 GMT
Hey guys, sorry I haven't been too active in posting recently. I've been having some legal trouble since the teacher from a few months ago is filing a lawsuit against me for "defamation of Character" and getting him fired. He's also pissed because I apparently used the wrong pronouns? Like what? Omg, what? That's crazy! People do everything nowadays to make a case seem more worse.. I hope they won't take this serious and see that he isn't right about all this.
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Post by tirasayshello on Apr 12, 2023 15:50:42 GMT
Unfortunately, I live in a liberal state(I'm in the US), and the state government actually gives a damn about "preferred" pronouns, and I'm gonna be called a "bigot" and hateful. But I'm not too worried about the lawsuit. I'm worried about my kids though. Since this is the kind of stuff that'll get my kids taken away because I'd be dangerous with my conservative views. Luckily my family is close to moving to Tennessee! ( A non-liberal state)
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Post by Falling Into History on Apr 15, 2023 22:15:05 GMT
Annoyed at myself for procrastinating but I just don't have any desire to finish this paper 🙃 At least I'm 3.5 of 10 pages done
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Post by madelyn on Apr 16, 2023 18:37:09 GMT
Annoyed at myself for procrastinating but I just don't have any desire to finish this paper 🙃 At least I'm 3.5 of 10 pages done I feel you on this! Procrastinating is one of my biggest habits 😭 feels so good when you get it done tho!
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Post by Panchali on Apr 18, 2023 7:58:22 GMT
It’s so hot here 😭
Even the AC feels ineffective
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Post by falling on Apr 18, 2023 11:18:59 GMT
It’s so hot here 😭 Even the AC feels ineffective oh hold on! I really hate the heat. Where I live, the maximum is 40°C.
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Post by Panchali on Apr 18, 2023 20:02:04 GMT
It’s so hot here 😭 Even the AC feels ineffective oh hold on! I really hate the heat. Where I live, the maximum is 40°C. Its around 40°C here at the moment.. generally around 44°C in May
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