katy
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Post by katy on Mar 19, 2023 21:33:15 GMT
Things have been a little hard for me right now... good news, my sister got her tumor removed and she's okay... bad news, my family has to put our dog down on Monday... apparently she had cancer in her urinary track, and the vets didn't catch it fast enough... she's pretty much been peeing her insides out. We know this'll be the best for her, even if it's such a horrible thing. Fuck cancer... Good to hear re your sister but so sorry about your dog For the best but still never nice to say goodbye. Sending love!
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madelyn
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Post by madelyn on Mar 19, 2023 21:46:59 GMT
Feel better Tira ;o;
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falling
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Post by falling on Mar 19, 2023 21:48:11 GMT
Night... it's getting late. Tomorrow I have to get up early for a job that I hate, but I can't quit otherwise I won't be able to graduate from college, which I also hate. I lie in bed and cry, reflecting on my life over the past 5 years ... Pressure due to exams at school, quarrels of parents and their divorce. Going to college, in a profession that has nothing to do with me. Loneliness among peers due to misunderstanding. Complexes about appearance, and everything that concerns me. Personal isolation, fear of opening up, estrangement from friends and relatives. It's all such rubbish. But I still know the good times. I found what I want to do and am working on it, I was able to build a warm relationship with my parents, I firmly know my position and I will no longer allow myself to be offended by anyone. I've suffered enough already and I'm not going to do it again. I know that there are many difficulties ahead of me, but I will try to hold on. There are so many wonderful and amazing things in the world that I haveno't yet known, haven't tried. I'm trying to be strong... I'm sorry, I just wanted to talk, I think this thread is suitable.
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falling
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Post by falling on Mar 19, 2023 21:55:57 GMT
And it's so weird to have everything and yet feel so overwhelmed... I can't explain it, maybe it's just not the life I chose. Sometimes I just want to run away to a place where no one knows me and start again. This desire to escape and be near my loved ones is tearing my soul apart. I don't know what to do and I just let it go and it's all so wrong.
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falling
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Post by falling on Mar 19, 2023 21:58:11 GMT
I just realized that the song Christina Aguilera - Reflection perfectly describes my feelings, but I'm just not a girl. Oh and P!nk - Nobody Knows.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 20, 2023 1:31:57 GMT
Night... it's getting late. Tomorrow I have to get up early for a job that I hate, but I can't quit otherwise I won't be able to graduate from college, which I also hate. I lie in bed and cry, reflecting on my life over the past 5 years ... Pressure due to exams at school, quarrels of parents and their divorce. Going to college, in a profession that has nothing to do with me. Loneliness among peers due to misunderstanding. Complexes about appearance, and everything that concerns me. Personal isolation, fear of opening up, estrangement from friends and relatives. It's all such rubbish. But I still know the good times. I found what I want to do and am working on it, I was able to build a warm relationship with my parents, I firmly know my position and I will no longer allow myself to be offended by anyone. I've suffered enough already and I'm not going to do it again. I know that there are many difficulties ahead of me, but I will try to hold on. There are so many wonderful and amazing things in the world that I haveno't yet known, haven't tried. I'm trying to be strong... I'm sorry, I just wanted to talk, I think this thread is suitable. I feel a lot of these same things, especially loneliness and appearance issues. I realize that I really don't have close friends anymore who I talk to regularly because of some past trauma I'm dealing with in therapy. I tend to keep to myself, which is really unhealthy, so if you'd like to vent, I'm happy to listen! Also, my parents are divorced, too. I promise it gets better once the separation is finalized.
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alloutofmycontrol
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Post by alloutofmycontrol on Mar 20, 2023 2:16:18 GMT
Period cramps suck
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tirasayshello
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Post by tirasayshello on Mar 20, 2023 2:44:36 GMT
Ouch... I feel ya. Hope it's not too too bad
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alloutofmycontrol
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Post by alloutofmycontrol on Mar 21, 2023 11:25:14 GMT
Ouch... I feel ya. Hope it's not too too bad Thanks I feel pretty happy that tomorrow's my day off!
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★Caro★
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Post by ★Caro★ on Mar 28, 2023 8:21:51 GMT
After nearly 10 years of doing nothing I started to do sports again! Feeling exhausted but also super good which is way better =)
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Post by Panchali on Apr 1, 2023 13:22:54 GMT
After nearly 10 years of doing nothing I started to do sports again! Feeling exhausted but also super good which is way better =) wow that’s nice. I’m kind of bad at all kind of sports 🤣
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tirasayshello
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Post by tirasayshello on Apr 1, 2023 16:26:48 GMT
I'm pretty good... my son just had a track meet and got a 12:38 time is the 3200(2 miles) So proud of him!
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Jinkxx
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Post by Jinkxx on Apr 2, 2023 8:29:30 GMT
sometimes I have a feeling like I'm not really free. I like my work but living your life only working sometimes freaks me out. What about other things in life? It's like I work, get home, do some laundry and grocery shopping, occasionally meet with a friend and that's about it. I think I need a 'Bigger Wow'..
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Post by Panchali on Apr 2, 2023 9:10:48 GMT
sometimes I have a feeling like I'm not really free. I like my work but living your life only working sometimes freaks me out. What about other things in life? It's like I work, get home, do some laundry and grocery shopping, occasionally meet with a friend and that's about it. I think I need a 'Bigger Wow'.. That is so true. We become like a machine when we are adults.
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tirasayshello
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Post by tirasayshello on Apr 2, 2023 11:41:11 GMT
sometimes I have a feeling like I'm not really free. I like my work but living your life only working sometimes freaks me out. What about other things in life? It's like I work, get home, do some laundry and grocery shopping, occasionally meet with a friend and that's about it. I think I need a 'Bigger Wow'.. That is so true. We become like a machine when we are adults. I see what you mean. My husband brings enough money to support us, so I'm a stay-at-home mom. It still sometimes feels like I'm working some job, but I love it, even if my kids are rascals.
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