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Post by alloutofmycontrol on Sept 3, 2023 11:59:52 GMT
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victoriajade92
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Post by victoriajade92 on Sept 11, 2023 22:46:59 GMT
I'm so tired . Its nearly midnight but can't sleep because of pain. Waiting for meds to kick in 🙃🙃
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Jinkxx
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Post by Jinkxx on Sept 12, 2023 9:50:56 GMT
My parents just called to tell me my dog Roxy passed. So im currently listening to sad Avril songs and crying and screaming the lyrics I’m sorry to hear that… losing a pet is hard. Hang in there
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Jinkxx
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Post by Jinkxx on Sept 12, 2023 9:51:31 GMT
I'm so tired . Its nearly midnight but can't sleep because of pain. Waiting for meds to kick in 🙃🙃 Oh what kind of pain are you in? I hope you did sleep well eventually!
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Post by victoriajade92 on Sept 12, 2023 10:20:34 GMT
I'm so tired . Its nearly midnight but can't sleep because of pain. Waiting for meds to kick in 🙃🙃 Oh what kind of pain are you in? I hope you did sleep well eventually! I have a condition called colotis which is inflammation and swelling of the colon. Having a pretty bad flare at the moment and can't sleep without painkillers 😫😫 not as bad today though so that's a positive
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Jinkxx
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Post by Jinkxx on Sept 13, 2023 8:13:44 GMT
Oh what kind of pain are you in? I hope you did sleep well eventually! I have a condition called colotis which is inflammation and swelling of the colon. Having a pretty bad flare at the moment and can't sleep without painkillers 😫😫 not as bad today though so that's a positive Damn that sounds very painful!! So the only solution is pain killers? That sucks!! Good to hear it wasn’t as bad as before. Take care!! Since this is my 2nd week off from work I feel a bit weird, like I have to kick the habit from work (is that correct English?) I mean my mind is overwhelmed with thoughts and sometimes I feel very sad. I have more time to think now wich is a bit scary. pluckily tonight me and my boyfriend visit a good friend of mine and Friday another one. Then during that weekend we’ll pack our suitcases, Monday we bring our cats to the shelter where they will stay for a week and Tuesday we’re off to Greece for a week! its a place I went with my mom 20 years ago, it wasn’t crowdy and it wasn’t a tourist area back then but an authentic Greek village so I’m curious how it’s like after 20 years that also scares me, how fast time is going, I make myself anxious to constant think about how fast life is going since I’m very very scared of death. I must not think about that often tho
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Post by Jinkxx on Sept 13, 2023 8:13:55 GMT
Oh what kind of pain are you in? I hope you did sleep well eventually! I have a condition called colotis which is inflammation and swelling of the colon. Having a pretty bad flare at the moment and can't sleep without painkillers 😫😫 not as bad today though so that's a positive Damn that sounds very painful!! So the only solution is pain killers? That sucks!! Good to hear it wasn’t as bad as before. Take care!! Since this is my 2nd week off from work I feel a bit weird, like I have to kick the habit from work (is that correct English?) I mean my mind is overwhelmed with thoughts and sometimes I feel very sad. I have more time to think now wich is a bit scary. Luckily tonight me and my boyfriend visit a good friend of mine and Friday another one. Then during that weekend we’ll pack our suitcases, Monday we bring our cats to the shelter where they will stay for a week and Tuesday we’re off to Greece for a week! its a place I went with my mom 20 years ago, it wasn’t crowdy and it wasn’t a tourist area back then but an authentic Greek village so I’m curious how it’s like after 20 years that also scares me, how fast time is going, I make myself anxious to constant think about how fast life is going since I’m very very scared of death. I must not think about that often tho
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Post by falling on Sept 13, 2023 11:05:14 GMT
Hey Jinkxx I wish you a good holiday. Hope you have a good time. I just want to say that I also often think that time is passing too quickly. It makes me sad because things change. Of course, I’m saying obvious things, but I want you to know that you are not alone)
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Post by victoriajade92 on Sept 13, 2023 19:04:49 GMT
I have a condition called colotis which is inflammation and swelling of the colon. Having a pretty bad flare at the moment and can't sleep without painkillers 😫😫 not as bad today though so that's a positive Damn that sounds very painful!! So the only solution is pain killers? That sucks!! Good to hear it wasn’t as bad as before. Take care!! Since this is my 2nd week off from work I feel a bit weird, like I have to kick the habit from work (is that correct English?) I mean my mind is overwhelmed with thoughts and sometimes I feel very sad. I have more time to think now wich is a bit scary. Luckily tonight me and my boyfriend visit a good friend of mine and Friday another one. Then during that weekend we’ll pack our suitcases, Monday we bring our cats to the shelter where they will stay for a week and Tuesday we’re off to Greece for a week! its a place I went with my mom 20 years ago, it wasn’t crowdy and it wasn’t a tourist area back then but an authentic Greek village so I’m curious how it’s like after 20 years that also scares me, how fast time is going, I make myself anxious to constant think about how fast life is going since I’m very very scared of death. I must not think about that often tho Yes i just deal with painkillers as other option is to have intestines removed which im trying my best to avoid!! I agree time is going waaaayyy too fast! Its crazy. I get anxious about it too. But i practice mindfulness trying to focus on the here and now,it sort of helps to not think so much about the past/future. Oh wow ! A holiday to greece sounds amaaaazing! Lucky you. Such a beautiful country. Hope you have a great time ,Im here if you ever need a chat 😁
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Jinkxx
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Post by Jinkxx on Sept 14, 2023 15:51:36 GMT
Hey Jinkxx I wish you a good holiday. Hope you have a good time. I just want to say that I also often think that time is passing too quickly. It makes me sad because things change. Of course, I’m saying obvious things, but I want you to know that you are not alone) Thanks!! That’s good to know because sometimes I feel like I’m the only one who thinks like that! My friends aren’t thinking about that the way I do. pit makes me feel better about this that other people also sometimes are thinking like this, even tho that sucks! Damn that sounds very painful!! So the only solution is pain killers? That sucks!! Good to hear it wasn’t as bad as before. Take care!! Since this is my 2nd week off from work I feel a bit weird, like I have to kick the habit from work (is that correct English?) I mean my mind is overwhelmed with thoughts and sometimes I feel very sad. I have more time to think now wich is a bit scary. Luckily tonight me and my boyfriend visit a good friend of mine and Friday another one. Then during that weekend we’ll pack our suitcases, Monday we bring our cats to the shelter where they will stay for a week and Tuesday we’re off to Greece for a week! its a place I went with my mom 20 years ago, it wasn’t crowdy and it wasn’t a tourist area back then but an authentic Greek village so I’m curious how it’s like after 20 years that also scares me, how fast time is going, I make myself anxious to constant think about how fast life is going since I’m very very scared of death. I must not think about that often tho Yes i just deal with painkillers as other option is to have intestines removed which im trying my best to avoid!! I agree time is going waaaayyy too fast! Its crazy. I get anxious about it too. But i practice mindfulness trying to focus on the here and now,it sort of helps to not think so much about the past/future. Oh wow ! A holiday to greece sounds amaaaazing! Lucky you. Such a beautiful country. Hope you have a great time ,Im here if you ever need a chat 😁 Thank you!! Mindfulness is a good thing to do even tho I’m not good at that, I try it every now and then but I guess the more you practise the better! I know it’s better to be living in the moment but I can’t help but thinking about the past and how my life and relationships with family and friends went and that the older I get the more death I will see. It’s scary as hell.
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Post by Panchali on Sept 14, 2023 20:18:44 GMT
My parents just called to tell me my dog Roxy passed. So im currently listening to sad Avril songs and crying and screaming the lyrics so sorry to hear 🫂
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Post by Panchali on Sept 14, 2023 20:19:53 GMT
Hey Jinkxx I wish you a good holiday. Hope you have a good time. I just want to say that I also often think that time is passing too quickly. It makes me sad because things change. Of course, I’m saying obvious things, but I want you to know that you are not alone) oh I hate changes too. 🥲
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Post by victoriajade92 on Sept 14, 2023 21:19:52 GMT
Hey Jinkxx I wish you a good holiday. Hope you have a good time. I just want to say that I also often think that time is passing too quickly. It makes me sad because things change. Of course, I’m saying obvious things, but I want you to know that you are not alone) Thanks!! That’s good to know because sometimes I feel like I’m the only one who thinks like that! My friends aren’t thinking about that the way I do. pit makes me feel better about this that other people also sometimes are thinking like this, even tho that sucks! Yes i just deal with painkillers as other option is to have intestines removed which im trying my best to avoid!! I agree time is going waaaayyy too fast! Its crazy. I get anxious about it too. But i practice mindfulness trying to focus on the here and now,it sort of helps to not think so much about the past/future. Oh wow ! A holiday to greece sounds amaaaazing! Lucky you. Such a beautiful country. Hope you have a great time ,Im here if you ever need a chat 😁 Thank you!! Mindfulness is a good thing to do even tho I’m not good at that, I try it every now and then but I guess the more you practise the better! I know it’s better to be living in the moment but I can’t help but thinking about the past and how my life and relationships with family and friends went and that the older I get the more death I will see. It’s scary as hell. Yeah it can be quite hard. People say meditation also helps massively. Although I've never tried it. I might have to look on YouTube sometime soon and maybe have a go. See how it makes me feel
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Post by Panchali on Sept 19, 2023 17:42:43 GMT
Thanks!! That’s good to know because sometimes I feel like I’m the only one who thinks like that! My friends aren’t thinking about that the way I do. pit makes me feel better about this that other people also sometimes are thinking like this, even tho that sucks! Thank you!! Mindfulness is a good thing to do even tho I’m not good at that, I try it every now and then but I guess the more you practise the better! I know it’s better to be living in the moment but I can’t help but thinking about the past and how my life and relationships with family and friends went and that the older I get the more death I will see. It’s scary as hell. Yeah it can be quite hard. People say meditation also helps massively. Although I've never tried it. I might have to look on YouTube sometime soon and maybe have a go. See how it makes me feel start with yoga first.
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Post by falling on Sept 19, 2023 21:09:53 GMT
It makes me incredibly sad to realize that I was once very close to someone and I don’t mean a romantic relationship, this is friendship. But now there is nothing connecting us anymore. And even if we try, nothing will work, because we are no longer the same people we were before. How difficult it is to let go of all these happy memories. I didn't appreciate it before, but now that I no longer have such a person...
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