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Post by Panchali on Nov 2, 2023 19:16:03 GMT
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Post by Jinkxx on Nov 3, 2023 12:31:11 GMT
That's such a sad story.. terrible I feel lonely and sad.
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Post by Deleted on Nov 3, 2023 13:11:59 GMT
Class got canceled! Even tho its a class i like, still nice on a friday. Plus started off the day with new Avril paparazzi photos and more tour festival dates! Good morning so far yay!!!
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Post by falling on Nov 3, 2023 14:45:35 GMT
I'm a little worried about the surgery I'm going to have soon. There is no threat to my life and this operation isn't complicated and is quite common among men. This will make my life better. I could have done this earlier, but shame stopped me, but now I decided that I had to do it, since it brings me discomfort and even pain. So why should I wait now if this problem can be solved.
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Post by shessolucky on Nov 4, 2023 13:27:11 GMT
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Post by Panchali on Nov 5, 2023 18:22:30 GMT
@jinks, @shesolucky
If you guys need someone to talk to/ listen to. I’m here for you guys if you feel comfortable 🫂
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Post by Jinkxx on Nov 6, 2023 16:43:30 GMT
Thank you so much Panchali! Yeah I think about maybe sign myself up in a group you have to pay for to find some new friends with the same interests. It’s called: friends online, but then in Dutch. And you can find new friends with the same interests, age for example and they might even live not that far away. I think signing up in 2024 since I’m quite busy with work and the holiday season that’s coming in the next month. It’s a subscription so you need to pay for it and that’s holding me back a bit but on the other hand, if people are willing to pay for it they are being serious about finding/making new friends.
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Post by falling on Nov 7, 2023 11:42:24 GMT
Thank you so much Panchali! Yeah I think about maybe sign myself up in a group you have to pay for to find some new friends with the same interests. It’s called: friends online, but then in Dutch. And you can find new friends with the same interests, age for example and they might even live not that far away. I think signing up in 2024 since I’m quite busy with work and the holiday season that’s coming in the next month. It’s a subscription so you need to pay for it and that’s holding me back a bit but on the other hand, if people are willing to pay for it they are being serious about finding/making new friends. This is a great opportunity. I hope this works for you. It's great that your country has this opportunity, if it was like that in mine I would try it.
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Post by falling on Nov 8, 2023 11:26:32 GMT
I'm very sad and offended. I quarreled with my mother. Lately I've felt a lot of pressure from her that I have to get a job. Although this fall I worked as a loader in her store. I received very little money, but I did it to help her, because I saw how tired she was. I told her that I would like to connect my life with music and cinema. She said she understood and supported.And I just don't know where I need to start. But as it turned out, she considers me just a lazy person who hides behind creativity. I live in a rural region, and they don’t make films here and there are no musicians who live from it. I told her all my worries as my best friend. She said she understood. She knew how hard it was for me to be an outcast in college, studying for a profession that I didn't like at all. At twenty years old, I'm like a nanny for my little sister. I constantly sit with her, cook food, wash dishes, take her to classes. And today my mother says that I'm not doing anything. And with all this, she wants me to move with her and my sister to her new man in another city... everything is so false, I just feel used by a loved one whom I trusted the most.
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Post by falling on Nov 8, 2023 13:19:17 GMT
and it is the good memories that cause the most suffering. Like it was all fake?
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Post by falling on Nov 8, 2023 13:23:02 GMT
Damn, I was just beside myself and I broke my acoustic guitar that my mom gave me 4 years ago. Now I feel guilty, but she saw how angry I was and still went ahead with it.
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Post by Jinkxx on Nov 8, 2023 13:51:45 GMT
Damn, I was just beside myself and I broke my acoustic guitar that my mom gave me 4 years ago. Now I feel guilty, but she saw how angry I was and still went ahead with it. Oh I feel sorry for you that you went through all this! It's so sad to kinda feel betrayed by a loved one, someone you thought you could trust. I know the feeling of guilt now that something's broken that you got from that person. From your story I don't think for 1 cent that you're lazy. Taking care of your little sister is a hard job since you're 20 and I imagine you also want to do things for yourself! And you even took a job at your mother's work because you saw how tired she was! That's some dedicated young man I see! I don't know if anything is possible for you to live by yourself but rent it probably very expensive. Otherwise it would give you more peace I think. Take care!
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Post by falling on Nov 8, 2023 19:16:37 GMT
Damn, I was just beside myself and I broke my acoustic guitar that my mom gave me 4 years ago. Now I feel guilty, but she saw how angry I was and still went ahead with it. Oh I feel sorry for you that you went through all this! It's so sad to kinda feel betrayed by a loved one, someone you thought you could trust. I know the feeling of guilt now that something's broken that you got from that person. From your story I don't think for 1 cent that you're lazy. Taking care of your little sister is a hard job since you're 20 and I imagine you also want to do things for yourself! And you even took a job at your mother's work because you saw how tired she was! That's some dedicated young man I see! I don't know if anything is possible for you to live by yourself but rent it probably very expensive. Otherwise it would give you more peace I think. Take care! Thanks for the kind words. This forum has become my place where I can be completely honest. I went to my father out of town and I’m thinking of staying with him for now. Now I’ll take care of my health, and then I’ll look for a job that won’t make me sick at least. I hope my relationship with my mother will improve, but I don’t think that everything will be as before.
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Post by Panchali on Nov 10, 2023 21:31:34 GMT
I'm very sad and offended. I quarreled with my mother. Lately I've felt a lot of pressure from her that I have to get a job. Although this fall I worked as a loader in her store. I received very little money, but I did it to help her, because I saw how tired she was. I told her that I would like to connect my life with music and cinema. She said she understood and supported.And I just don't know where I need to start. But as it turned out, she considers me just a lazy person who hides behind creativity. I live in a rural region, and they don’t make films here and there are no musicians who live from it. I told her all my worries as my best friend. She said she understood. She knew how hard it was for me to be an outcast in college, studying for a profession that I didn't like at all. At twenty years old, I'm like a nanny for my little sister. I constantly sit with her, cook food, wash dishes, take her to classes. And today my mother says that I'm not doing anything. And with all this, she wants me to move with her and my sister to her new man in another city... everything is so false, I just feel used by a loved one whom I trusted the most. I have a job and do my best to help my parents at home, (in india we don’t move out of job is in the same city or if we aren’t married, it’s considered weird lol) but I still have fights with her many times due to similar reasons you mentioned. No matter how much you, parents tend to think we are lazy and they don’t see how much effort we put. I have been living alone for most years and working from home only since covid. I kind of miss being by myself . I feel you 🫂
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Post by Panchali on Nov 10, 2023 21:36:14 GMT
Most fights these days are also to do with me not getting married or not liking any proposal that comes. I just don’t feel attracted to any spark easily. So I don’t know what to do 🤷♀️.
One of my friend’s wife passed away today, they had a baby last year and she was just 25. So sad. She has always been ill, her family didn’t disclose her illness to him or his family before they got married 😕
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